You Don't Have To Roll The Dice

with me, you are going to win

have a clearer look on my scar =( 

it's itchy, not painful

Gonna have my piano class at 2pm, Mom came back to fetch me at 12:45pm, I woke up at 12pm == waliao.. so rush == 

I'm barely a-w-a-k-e 

Reached OU at 1pm, practiced dee pieces in the usual room till 2:15pm Teacher came in. 

And I had the class all the way until 4pm. >< torturing. can die. after that shoulder muscle hurts T_T

Had my lunch at Wong Kok after that

Didn't know Sue Lyn tried to call me thru Jon's & Zim's phone so many time. >< sorry, I silent my phone during classes.

Eeee.. Y.G. Magazine 

literally I just spent that whole 1 hour slowly finishing my food and enjoying the magazine ^^

5pm, changed, get ready to work.

I got no idea and have no clue why is my stomach hurting so badly, I can't even stand straight. I guessed is gastric, but I ate that whole set of food at 4pm and the pain came about 7pm. == Getting more and more annoyed / weak, I asked for a emergency leave back home =( 

I know I shouldn't do that, the restaurant only left, 3 part timers, 2 supervisors. Can. Die. >< But I can barely~ stand. T_T Sorry~~~

When I was preparing to leave, the kitchen guys are making a lot of noise.

And look what I've found. New recipe ^^

The B.O.H Crew.

Irwan.. Eric.. ( ).. ( ).. Jocko. 

Sorry >< I forgotten their names xP

So I went home, bathe, and straight went to bed. =X till 9:45pm my alarm rang, seconds later, received a text message.

Before 7pm, before S.L. goes home, she asked asked whether wanna go for some snacks later on after my shift anot. Some where around her place. I was fine that time, and I promised. 

After sleeping for an hour. With the oilmen I rub around my tummy, I felt better than before. At least I can breathe well, before that I can't.. so afraid that it will cause another round of asthma. =[ So I called Jon, he finished his shift at the same time as me. He came to fetch me and then to Aman Suria, near S.L.'s place.

So.. the snack she was talking about is this! In 100Yen.

No, of course not the penguins. 

Mine is zee chocolate, Grape is Jon's and Peanut is S.L.'s ^^

Harhar! S.L. and her silly pose. xD funny girl ^^

As.. they were concern about my tummy..... we went to Kayu..

And guess how much does that plate of rice cost. 

I asked for less rice, and then lesser rice. A little mutton, and some vegetables. Just that dish, is RM10.50. After that, that adorable indian fella came to my table, took the receipt and wrote RM11 bucks. Instead of giving discount like what S.L. asked for, he added 50cent into it. I was like, what-on-earth??? He hates me, he hates me, he hates me, I've face problem, he hates me. Seriously man, see the amount of rice anot?! RM11 bucks wei. Haven even touch it I'm already full by seeing the price. OMG~

Later on SL ordered roti tissue, and we all shared.

I stopped here. T_T cannot stuck down already.

I know is a bad behavior. I know a lot of people have no food out there. I know... I know.. I know... *emo* I know.. I know... *draw circles* I know....... I knoww...... *hide at one corner*

After dropping SL home, Jon & I went to some park at Chao Yang to have a swing.

LoL. No stars. No syok. It was boring. You don't talk, I don't talk. When I talk, you keep the conversation short. == go home lah. zzz

And I was tired that time, enough is enough for the night. Get over it. Don't ask too much. And.. my hand is mine, don't pull it. No joke. 

돼지토끼

12th April 2010

xD ... *applause* A.N.JELLS have a official web site already~!! woohoo~ log in to http://www.anjells.com ^^

Eenie meenie miney mo

Catch a bad chick by her toe

If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Shes indecisive

She cant decide

She keeps on lookin

From left to right

Girl, cmon get closer

Look in my eyes

Searchin is so wrong

Im Mr. Right

You seem like the type

To love em and leave em

And disappear right after this song.

So give me the night

To show you, hold you

Dont leave me out here dancin alone

You cant make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind

Please dont waste my time, time, time, time, time

Im not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind

I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Let me show you what your missin

Paradise

With me youre winning girl

You dont have to roll the dice

Tell me what youre really here for

Them other guys?

I can see right through ya

You seem like the type

To love em and leave em

And disappear right after the song.

So give me the night

To show you, hold you

Dont leave me out here dancin alone

Cant make up your mind

Please dont waste my time

Not tryin to rewind

I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Eenie meenie miney moe

Catch a bad chick by her toe

If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Eenie meenie miney moe

Catch a bad chick by her toe

If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Cant make up your mind

Please dont waste my time

Not tryin to rewind

I wish our hearts could come together as one

Maybe this is a song I should sing to youS. Or you sing to me. It's not true some here and there. == I don't want to be own now. If only for that ONE. So.. quit talking craps and bullshit. Or passing ridiculous rumors. 

Look. I'm not doing anything. Definitely, positively, nothing to you. Nothing slutty, bitchy, or what ever word you want to put it in. I'm not trying to sabotage your relationship. I'm not doing anything wrong here. I'm just being myself. And please don't go bullshitting all over FB saying that I'm tearing your'll apart. You're getting me feel sick, more and more sick of you.

Please grow up. You have been really nice to me, and yes I appreciate it and felt so damn lucky to own that caring. But... now you turn things back and poke it on me? Whats my fault? What did I do? You treat me nicely, I did treat you back nicely. For some things I don't go over board, i clearly know when and where to stop. I'm not going across the line. I watch my steps every time, and no way I'm poisoning your mind. No. Way. So what-the-hell? Stop all those. 

Obviously I'm not your girlfriend, I've got no rights to say what is going on. I don't even know what the hell happen. And you can just mumble those words out? You may think is correct to say so, you may have it that way. But, hello? You are hurting me over there. And not that I don't want to talk to you, not that I don't bother you, you're making me more pist in every way. And all those is what you've done. If you want to talk about sabotage, say it to yourself. Take the blame. Don't ever try to put it on my. 

What the hack man, who texted those sweet, juicy messages every night before bed? Who typed those kisses, hugs, take care etc at the bottom of every messages? Hell man, go check your sent message lah. It's not me that started it, all those msg I just ignore and think nothing about it. And now you say I'm what?! I'm ending every start, so don't blame me. Don't make me hate you. I'll quite the job if you continue to do so. Is not like I'm enjoying there, not anymore. 

sigh. I didn't want to do this. But you leave me no choice by saying it out here. 

xoxo

Ee MiN

ps : if you're so curious about who I'm talking about, go check out FB, some conversation some people leaved at some people's page. 

The Gum Ball Machine

don't go perfect, go for correct.

Hi.. I am Ee MiN. I had 2 hours of slept yesterday, hmm, it is this morning to be exact. Woke up at 6am, bathe blurry, dressed blurry, ate breakfast blurry. and look what I found!

my mug damn cool. 

I put warm water into it and then it lighted up the drawings. wooo~ I didn't know. Actually... just recently I started using this mug only. =X haha!

Reached Armada Hotel at 7:30am. == darn early.

our seminar will be held in room Nakhoda 1 

arranged this whole table of books  with Sherynn ^^

Presented by : Andrew Higgins

Organised by : MIRADO Music

The seminar started at 9:30am sharp. 

Before it start I just had coffee for myself.. the biscuit is.......

Booked my seat xD

at first the whole rooll, 5 seats only me one person. all the teachers I know sat behind or the next roll, then slowly got outsiders came and sit with me. LoL! =D I met higher range piano teachers  ^^

4th roll from the front. 

Okayy lahh, but not until a tall girl came and sat in front of me ==

heehee~ =P

it was a good-hair-day 

Can see the cut on my palm anot? =(

it's 2cm long...

used the scissors to cut open all the box to get the new books out.... =X

11am morning tea time..

sandwiches, are tasteless to me. =X

I was very awake at the 1st section of the seminar. And then after tea time, I sort of keep on dozing off. Dropping my head lower and lower. Haha. geegee. Luckily Armada got serve Mentos. 

Very quickly I jot down notes of ways to teach beginners in piano. and very quickly it is 12:30pm already. It's lunch time~ ^^ had buffet at the Cafe down at Lobby.

D'licious~ deserts

sorry peeps, the food was too gorgeous to take picture of. HA! Well.. I took this picture and suddenly found a guy behind me, I guess I wasn't suppose to take any picture there. LoL?? Not like I'm stealing recipe or deco also xP

Was suppose to sit the same table as the company's stuff, Irene, Sherynn they all but == somebody sat on my place already. 

So I went and sat at the end of the restaurent, next to the window with the sun shining in so warmly, with a girl. Her name is Yi Xian. She came to this seminar because her parents saw it on FaceBook. I was like w-h-a-t?? FB?? Hahaha. hilarious. and then the table was filled with another 2 girls, we chatted. But I didn't get their names. hmm.. they were ex-Mirado student though, was under Sylver Teacher last time.

I hate walking around the buffet alone. I will end up taking very little amount of food and walk quickly back to my seat ==

No thats not just what I ate. I ate half a scoup of Nasi Briyani, mixed with some kari-ikan sauce and then 2 pieces of mutton and then 3 tiny pieces of lemon chicken. and the lemon chicken is yucky. It taste like it's made out of freaking cheap four. After slowly munching it down my shivering throat.... Yeah, I was cold, so freaking cold that I can feel my organs are shivering. Lol! No lah, I don't know how to describe, but inner me is shivering and my hands are so-icy-cold!! == I felt like Edward~ xD ...... O.O I hadn't been touching New Moon today! Gonna read it later ^^

Anyway, so the shivering throat.. yeah~! After stunning on my seat, shivering for a few moments, I finally got the courage to go get some deserts. == and out of ALLLLL the mouth watering deserts, I only got myself those. waliaoeh!! Damn cacat la Ee Min. D.A.M.N   C.A.C.A.T.ed

When I was half way socializing with the girls, somebody kept on remind me the time ==

Got sort of fad up and fly back to the seminar, and found not even one guest was there looking at the books == 

kong-liao-liao

zzzz go cam whore.

didn't want anyone to ruin my mood that time xP

Actually, they can just demolish that whole out-door parking lot and build new ones. Like 3 or 4 storey high. So those Hilton guests don't need to park under the bridge also. 

LoL, it's just my thoughts lah, if build already it will block the whole Armada's Entrance xD

the window was warm.....

heeeeee

the sky is so bright, and luckily I'm not out-door 

even though I'm feeling cold, still, I don't want to get fried.

See.... their arrangements. 

Actually during break times, my mind was focusing on the hotel's hospitality. xP

Now this is what I call crowd. Just now one shadow pun tak de, call me up so fast for what. hmph!

So bored~ waiting for the next section to start. 

Ha! But later on Yi Xian came in ^^ then only I realize she was sitting behind me ==''

Andrew Higgins & I

Sorry lah, the camera man is bad in snapping pictures using a handphone. == more pictures will be coming up soon, I will go get them from the management. As long as they do it quick enough. 

 Okayy.. the seminar ended with 3 rounds of luckily draw. 2nd name to be called out, Mr. Andrew was like.. Al-Aliii-Alice Lim..? I was so thrilled when I heard Aliii~ Because I wrote my name Alexis and then full name.. The prize of a set P.P.C. of books. =( Alice Lim is a piano teacher, sitting next to me. She came in late, and then before lunch I helped her to pass up her lucky draw form. Well.. congratulations to her loh. Not my luck loh. Next time loh. Well lots of jokes we shared during the seminars, I intro and sold quite a lot of books to her too. 

All the books on spot has 25% discount and every one is given a 5ringgit voucher to purchase books, only for today. If I also will grab a few books lah! 

wee~ 4:20pm loo~ finish loo~ go home sleep loo~

you slowly wish lah! got to help pack up and everything first only can leave ah dong! zzzz very leceh one loh some people, already pack up most of the things still call us open it again. And like some customers really like to come at 10pm or 5 minutes before 10pm to have dinner at TG one loh. Damn sien one loh. 

Please think of the workers who worked the whole day lah. Drive your car out of OU, go some mamak and eat lah. No movies excuses la okay, before movie don't know how to plan your time go dinner ah. == sometimes I very pist off with this kind of people one loh. 

== what with all the ''loh''........ zzz and those who sit until we pull the shunter and off the lamps. waliaoeh~ know how to be human anot one haaaaaa........ == why talk about seminar can talk till TG de.......... 

fuiyoh! The piano can stand!

Damn scary. I so scared that it will just drop anytime ><

Shifting the books/boxes to Regina's car to bring it back to the music school

at last can feel the sunshine already~ Dad is in front, Lun was in-in-front of Dad. xD

See how windy the weather is! =D

With Dad waiting for the next lift..

Haha waited at Lobby for Mom.. Armada Hotel~

matahari sungguh terik pada waktu itu.

ish. I p-a-s-s my BM. =S

bwaha! Mazda6 in front of me. I look... short+fat =D 

hilarious~!!!!

boohoo~!! go home loo~ xD no more cold cold feeling loo~

O.O! Spotted!! 

LunLun next to our car! I thought he don't know fly go where again xD

Kelian him lah, before college come help set up and then after college come help pack up. =( so guai zhai. LoL!! xD wei! cousin! your P license is still on =D *inside joke*

Beep beep. beep beep. phone vibrated during the seminar was on, WeiWei called a few times, I can't answer. Then texted say go pasar malam. I didn't promise but depends on situation. End up 6pm I reach home, kaki sangat letih. Bila bila masa pun boleh tidor, so I ffk-ed him =( baaa but he called me to take care, phheww~ luckily he wasn't angry. >< 

Seriously man, after this I'm gonna bathe and sleep!! 2 hours is not enough, is FREAKING NOT ENOUGH!! == I'm having my piano class tmr morning, and then gonna work at TG on the evening. 

Oh!! You know what that had made me so happy and glad that I went for that seminar today??? I met my old piano teacher!!! I was so shocked when I saw her walked past me!! I called, Teacher Patrina? And then my father intro us again. waliaoeh, it had been 8 or 9 years since I last met her and attended her class wei! She used to treat me like her daughter. waaa I was so exited! I told myself whenever there's time or chance I'm so-gonna take a photo with her. But.. about 12pm I can't spot her in the room anymore. 

She was no where else to be seen. Not even during lunch time, seminar time, evening tea time also can't find her. =( She must have something urgent to do =[ And!! I didn't know my current piano teacher is so close to Teacher Patrina. waaa~ such a small world. ^^ I'm gonna get her cellphone number from Teacher Julia and I hope I can see her again, pretty soon, hopefully before the exams. =] 

xoxo

Ee MiN

ps : sounds wrong, weird. yet right at some ways. 

Surprise~!

luckily you talked to me on msn just now.

it healed me a little.

<3

I don't really like Sundays. I hate the shopping malls during Sundays. It's always full of people. Full of families. I'll envy. And annoyed by some childrens. And the mall will always be noisy with them around. I was like O-M-G when I step down the car out side Starbucks, old wing. 


I took my own sweet time, sweet steps, as slow as possible to walk to TG. Avoiding most of the children that comes in my way and try to smile back to everyone of them who banged me, accidentally. My mind was filled with thoughts, with questions, hunting for answers that time. No doubt is nothing serious. Ee Min likes to think remember? The more she think, the picture will go further, and further than the real-actual one. ==


Stepped in TG 15 minutes earlier than my shift. Kim [ my manager ]  straight called me to his working table already. Called me to sit, and then hold out a blank paper. My mind was like, I just been away for one day and what happen? No, I didn't do anything wrong. There's nothing to be afraid of. LoL, right. == All he wanted was my next week's schedule. It seems that now they gotta sent our schedule to the higher-post people already. I did run thru my own schedule on my phone and realize that I can only work 4 days this week. I gave it a 2nd run-thru, cause once it's handed to the person-in-charge then it's hard to change. Or you can change, but bad impression loh. Or you can be absent, but bad impression loh. 


Okay, the whole day in TG was like.. Huh, what?! ... Err.. sorry, you were saying? =='' Even my manager can tell that I'm not in the mood, and kept asking whats wrong / whats the matter / whats wrong with you. Very caring, but.. I really don't know. Was my expression that bad? I was just thinking some normal stuffs that every girl will think when she admirers someone that doesn't admirers her back. Lol. I spilled it. >< 


G.R.E.A.T 
I just mumbled a few things that could just stop all the caring-questions. Because I really don't know what, or how to answer. It might take hours to explain what I'm feeling. And for some people, minutes is more than enough. And I'm sorry that I lied. I got to lie. =( 


After work, Jon & I planned to go A&W, Tmn Jaya to have a drink and some curly fries. But when I got into Dad's car, he reminded me that tomorrow we'll be leaving at latest 7:30 in the morning, means I got to wake up at 6am to get ready and have a heavy breakfast before heading to the hotel.


Ohya! Have tell you guys? There will be a seminar on Premier Piano Course book. @ Armada Hotel. It's a new book in Malaysia, teachers are advice to teach piano with that book. I was encourage / forced to attend. But it's gonna benefits me, so.. why not? So yeahh, I gotta wake up that early. It feel like high school again with that hour of getting up from bed. zzz.


So ended up, we didn't go to A&W. And I thought I replied Jon's call on a text message already. timzhi he reached A&W and ordered drinks already only realize I can't go. If it's true that he did arrive there and the drinks stuff.. I'm really sorry. My phone is in low credit and the line was horrible nowadays. 


Ate dinner.. washed up the dished.. and came online! woohoo~

found this video posted up on one of my friend's blog.

check it out.

It Malaysia news on Arirang News, about Super Junior concert in Malaysia last month. cool eh?

Well, I really got to sleep soon. Enjoy the video ^^

xoxo

Ee MiN

ps : W.L sorry I can't teman you tomorrow. =( A promise is a promise. I'll make it happen some other day. *promise*

Suspicious

trying to figure out. trying to guess.

or should I just ask that person?

Saturday, 10 April 2010

so.. the drink-drank-drunk section. 

After online that evening, I went and take a nap. Set my alarm at 5:30pm, thought I would wake up and help Mom with preparing dinner. But... it turn out I open my eyes at 8pm. Mom came knocking the door, '' 8pm already wor, still sleeping ah, pig? eat dinner loh.'' ...  Righttt, maybe sleeping is a drug to me. And I dreamed a dream. Like, a-dream. sigh. Had been dreaming alot recently. 

Bathe, ate a little rice with soup, then reached Island Cafe at exact 9pm.. finding nobody reached yet, so I wait in the car with Mom kind enough to drive me there, instead of letting me walk to SS2 alone at that hour. LoL. Met WeiWei on the walk way towards Am Bank, then met Herng in front of INC2. Knowing that the others will be late, we got inside the cafe to get a seat first, waiting until everyone arrived only order drinks. Obviously, I can guess that the drink is gonna be in ''big portion''. 

come and blow water whenever you're free...!!!

see what I mean by ''big portion''?

Pp came after Herng went back home to take a bathe. he is all sweaty due to just finish playing basketball with his gang. Menn was the one who called me out.

3 glass of Carlsberg & a few gulp of Honey Lemon.

I'm still fine. But WeiWei is burning up. xD

See his pinkish face xD maybe is my phone or the lighting there is dim 

Menn & Herng. 

He look so ''macho'' after bathing and setting himself up. LoL!

WeiWei washing the cards.

We played a few round of chor-ti and something else.. I forgotten. xP

Yeahh.. chor-ti was boring. We changed destination to pool.

above Wong Kok.

in the lift with Menn.

Yehh~ long time didn't pool already.

WeiWei with his skills of opening the game.

failed~ hahaha it barely hit any ball. xD

Herng with his last shot and there it goes.

He won. 

Just a normal night out / yamcha section with my ex-classmates. No, not really a-normal, I don't order beers normally. Just occasionally. Most of us is in the mood of drinking. And while we were almost done, P.Wen came in with one of her friend. And then another bucket of drink we ordered. 


I didn't went Coco Banana with P.Wen at last. Feel like going, but thought of the consequences I might face after reach home, then....... better not. I only told my parents I'm going yamcha. I'll be seriously dead meat if I ended up somewhere out of their ''imagination''. LoL


Some other time lah. Past few days, when I'm counted really ''stress-out'' I really feel like and have the urge to go. But something pulled me back. And I forgotten what is it. == I haven check out Opera lehh. 

So we played one round of pool and then WeiWei's relative is here to fetch us home already. But gotta leave Menn alone. So instead, Menn is gonna fetch me home and Wei is fetching Herng home. Haha. End up Menn & I leave earlier than Wei. =D funny. 




I finished 2 chapters of New Moon before going to bath and sleep that night xD man, I'm good. gaaaa.. 15% alcohol only. 


xoxo
Ee Min


ps : no, Ee Min isn't that wild. Just that people gotta be loose/untangle for some times.