I Am Very Sure This Time

that i am not sorry.

I don't know should I trust you or not. What are you saying in front of me and behind of me. This isn't the first time. If I forgive you now, later on in the near future you'll definitely get something up similar to this again. I got so fad up with your attitude and way of your thinking. People surrounding you don't really have good attitude. I really don't think a person needs to act to have some friends. That isn't true you, how can you treat someone with a mask just to have them staying back? You can have them once and now, but in the future they will leave you. 

I suggested to open up your heart, make new friends. Change your perception on people and life. You didn't want to listen. I'm pretty much sick of all your excuses. You said best friends are suppose to advice each other no matter how big or bad the situation is. But you're not listening to me nor even giving my suggestion a try. Then why must I still hold on to you when I already feel like dying persuading you?

Seriously girl.. I don't know what should I do with you. 

I'm so tired of our so called friendship. When it is not even true.

I doubt did you also ''act'' in our friendship.

How can you get jealous or angry when I'm hanging out with your another best friend? What is wrong with that? I can't make friends with your best friend? Besides, we went for a serious event and not yamcha or clubbing what-so-ever. I seriously think your mind-set is pretty small.

Mentioning about the not-talking-about-you-thing.. I don't think that is true. Another case that you can act you're innocent in front of me and then talking all bad behind of me. I don't know how did you do this, but asking me out here and cursing me there. 

Oh girl.. that's it.

You wanna say that we're done. 

I tell you now....

WE. ARE~ DONE.  

xoxo

Ee MiN ; alexis

Question Marks

i poured sand on my day

Sunday 29 August 2010

dingdong~! dingdong! 

It is totally wrong to sleep at 5am and wake up at 10am. 5 hours of sleep is not enough for me @.@ seriously no more next time >< .. at least try not to have next time. xD

Went out with SHau and RDe today~ ^^ 

The actual plan was to go OU with the bunch of my old primary schoolmates but everyone turn out to be having exam on Monday. The only way to get everyone is.. to postpone the outing till next week. And not wanting to cancel today's outing.. the guys are really sweet enough to go continue the plan with me ^^V 

thanks guys, really appreciate that. 

Hmm the ''cool'' driver came to pick me up, another thankyou~ although it's on the way, but you did got lost. harharhar. Anyway~ SP is crowded. hax!

We had a long brunch in Sakae Sushi. The awkwardness is really awkward. == Silence really kills. >< I tried my best, but my mind was running with many thoughts, do and don'ts, yess and nos.. I can't come up with any topic to chat about, nor get a chill mind >< I can't even cool down and be normal!! 

T_T pretty much screwed up. 

.  .  .

the guys. 

harhar. 

Wanted to watch Step Up in 3D but the timing was too late and it will delay our later-plan. So we watch the normal one instead :) It was good, especially the final battle, with the light on the shirt and all those~~ xD I can imagine how would it be in 3D.. So no regrets ^^V

It seems that most of the movie now is having in 3D ==''

Reminder : To always check the floor and which lift you come out from your car park ==  It's really funny all of us can't recall .. especially the driver xD

We meet up with JWei at SK Corner and then met JYou, Jyang, JSon, and CKin coincidentally there too. The guys shisha-ed but I was a guai lui I listened to Him & my sister ^^V I didn't shisha. I'm really curious about it but afraid that I'll get addicted. yierrr~ teach me bad things! haha. 

I had a seriously wonderful day. Never felt this way for a long time. I think I was blushing the whole time in SP >< like for real. haha. 

Boy.. do you understand..?

xoxo

Ee MiN ; alexis

ps : I've got a feeling.

Touch Up

random pictures

Please don't think that Korean Language is easy. . .

have been eating a lot of fast meal nowadays ><

Saturday 28 August 2010

Missed one airline interview this morning because I wasn't feeling well. Have rashers on my hands and legs. Waking up every 1 to 2 hours, end up stepping out of the bad at 3pm. 

Online and become an owl for few hours. Helping people to ask people, helping people to sent their words. Exactly! Organizing an outing isn't easy. Organizing a gathering lagi geegee. Well at least I got it done and settle :) 

At night, after dinner I was so bored at home.. totally can't stand it. I texted my cousins and yes! We all have the same idea of coming out to yamcha. So we went to a cafe/restaurant at a near by condominium. I forgotten it's name. 

Don't understand how can we take almost 40minutes from Seksyen 14 to BU and then from BU to Paramout Garden. 40 freaking minutes on 1 in the morning! Not much car tho == 

rawr. don't tell me I liked your speed. 

ohoh ><

Somebody sat luin.. 

me emo.. 

leaving the other two awkwardly staring at us. 

My mind seriously was flying else where that time =X 

My bad. 

LATER IS GOING TO BE AN AWESOME DAY.

xoxo

Ee MiN ; alexis

xoxo

Ee MiN ; alexis

Listen To My Heartbeat

is waiting for you

the rush of the feeling.

my heart was about to pump out.

真令人吃惊

也许这种感觉只是一时之间

但我希望它永远留下，并相信是真的

你的感觉也一样吗？

ps : no joke. got no courage at yet all. >< but I don't want to let go.

Love~ You People

cinderella. 

Woke up at 8:30am, dolled up.. skipped breakfast. Went Sunway Pyramid with WL :) 

Thank you for the breakfast ^^V 

very delicious~ :D

Brought VAMPIRE SUCK movie ticket, did some shopping then we went Robot Sushi for lunch :)

It used to be Tokyo G 

Chef Eric doing my Chameleon roll ^^

tadaaaa~

Curry Bimbimbup 

The movie was........ funny and lame. Not hilarious, just funny. boooo, regret watching it. Should have watch Step Up 3. haha. 

Walk around then we went home le. :)

8pm WeiWei came to fetch me, then we went for our Primary School mini gathering @ AL-Safah, BU. =D 


left : SQi, Sandy, SHau, RDe, JWei, Drey, ME, YJing. 
Puay Chai .. 2004 .. 6E ^^V

yey~! after so long then only meet up =D

the girls

candi shot by SHau ==

haha funny case

the guys 

playing cards,and the guys.. shisha-ed. 

maybe i should learn ==

SQi + Sandy

YJing + Sandy

Sandy + SHau

hehehe.

SQi ^^

Sandy

aww, the very tall girl 

=S 

170cm

><

SHau

*shy*

LOL!!! haha.

RDe

ILY

I met 2 crazy drivers that night, and 2 very safe drivers. I'm really thankful, in the morning I sat a wira to Sunway Pyramid, at night sat another wira to BU, while going home sat 2 different myvii. HAHAHA. the late two is the most crazy driver I've ever met, so far. xD even Drey can't take it. hahaha.

It's very exciting, I enjoy it, but >< scary lahhh. xD hehe. hahaha.

After a long disappearance, finally we meet up! haha. I miss them =( 

Gain something very important back this night. very very important. Have been living a life of misunderstood-friendship. sobsob. Now that the truth is out, I'm so freaking happy xD

Sandy + I are planning another gathering this Sunday. A little rush, but please make it ^^

xoxo

Ee MiN ; alexis

Smack My Head Please

you feel that is totally NOT RIGHT.

please smack me. 


xoxo
Ee MiN ; alexis


credits : kissmeukiss

I Miss School.

I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough to stay in the club
Sorry, I wasn't mature enough to think that what you do, it benefits me.
I'm sorry I offended you.
Sorry, I didn't listen to your instructions.
Sorry, I was just too lazy to continue.
I'm sorry I don't have the courage to stand alone.
Sorry, I was too playful back then.
Sorry, I wasn't thinking correctly. 
Sorry Madam, I didn't take your advice seriously, instead laugh at it. 
Sorry Sir, you are the one who will toughen us. 
But I failed you both. 


Now I wish I can join you guys for the year end vacation at East Malaysia :)


xoxo
Ee MiN ; alexis


ps :Will you forgive me, and give me a chance?

Your Style, My Style

very different ohh.

the not-lazy-girl.

haha.

but I was having some minor rash on my face.. so :)

okay. 

I SUCK at drawing eye linear. 

it is imbalance or I accidentally swipe off from time to time == 

I prefer the non-smiling one up there. 

this look creepy. xD

............ no comment. look pathetic. xD

Reached school 1hour earlier. very boring.

fail to do the mirror image >< will try again~ =D

the formal wear :)

ceetwoo. 

VERY sweet. ==

weewangwang. 

Congratulations to Rid, my course's same-age-senior. He got into SIA as a cabin crew last weekend at the interview held at Park Royal Hotel, KL. He will be starting his training in 2 weeks times in Singapore :) 

Man.. same same 18 years old, younger than me some more. Went for SIA interview twice and got in this time. Oooo~ so lucky! <3

xoxo

Ee MiN ; alexis 

ps : my time will be here after 2 years. YOU! wait for me xP

pps : jealous banyak banyak *blek*