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Tuesday, June 1, 2010

I'm A Dangerous Patient

a man who fights a monster, 
must be careful not to become one himself.
Monday, 31 May 2010
Good morning Genting! =D 
Is half past 10 in the morning. I didn't have a good sleep. I dreamed. Something that I thought I was actually awake already and it is reality. But when Enic shake me and wake me up, I barely understand what happened. Jeez, scary. It wasn't a good dream. 
I dreamed that I fall sick. Like s-i-c-k type. =( 
Dad came around 11am, after checking out Enic & I went to have breakfast. Then lingered around Genting Hotel's open space car park. The sun is warm, together with the wind, everything was complete. The feeling~ so nice. =)

We came back down around 12:30pm.. going to OU ^^ .... [*]
it was foggy on the way down. I was freaking out in the car. Later on it rained. I become lagi alert of the cars and traffics. Don't know lah.. nowadays very afraid of height. Hmm.. I need to challenge myself and get over it man. 
The fog wasn't thick. But it's scary. Coming down the hill and raining heavily? Not scary? I felt so safe inside the car. Instate of outside in the heavy, cold rain. Thank those people who invented cars man. And seat belts!! 
I kept silence and alert all the way till we were out from the hills. From there I took a short nap. Opening my eyes and found we're at PJ Trade Centre already. phhew. 
MESSY! This is my Messy. My little Messy is alwasy Messy. Haha. Look at it's cool-weird hair style. =D

Enic treated Dad & I for a movie after that. Before going to OU we went to O.K. Restaurant to have lunch first and then GSC. ^^ Dad wants to watch IP MAN 2, so we went. =D this is the 3rd time I watched movie with my father. believe it. 
So what if it's my 2nd time watching it? If there's a chance to do something you want to do with someone who is always unavailable.. why don't grab it when you can right. 

SS501_Love Ya MV


Yess!! Like finally? They improved. After Hyun Joong acted in Boys Over Flowers, they improved from than. =) I don't saranghae them, I just chuahae. haha! wait.I'll gp find more shows and performances about them. ^^

know what? The dress I was wearing [*]  I saw another girl wearing it in pasar malam. haha. such coincidences. I will not wear that to pasar loh. It's short and a little transy. But maybe because the girl is tall, the dress look shorter than it is suppose to be. She wore a hot-jeans-pans inside. LOL? 
Well I purchased it online, so no shock seeing others have it too right? hahaha.

Yes. Is true. After running away from the ''world'' for two days. Is time to come back to reality. 2days to temples, 2 days to break. I didn't want to stay at home, like lock my self to something so fast. I want to keep myself going. Don't stop, so that I won't think of things, or trouble myself. At least just for this 2 days. Let me have 42 hours of freedom. I just want to be myself for this 2 days. Free to do anything, to purchase anything, to do anything, to go anywhere. Just let me be. After that I will come back and do what you want me to do, I'll give it a try, I'll do my best. But please don't push me. 

During dinner I texted Oppa, after that we went to the night market at SS2. =) It was short and fast. But.. I'm happy that I got accompany, from someone like him. 
No matter what, the night ought to end. I stormed the piano to chill my mind. Getting things back to it's place and all. 

Helped aunt to get her dinner at Amy's house. There is when my mood is getting happier after receiving the chips, but... well.. people's mouth, we can't really do anything. Questions start flowing in, curiosity mixing up with it. Answers from my mouth and mind can't seem to work together. There! is where and why the stress come from. 

Pressure gathering, and cause stress. I think they are having a camping or bonfire together celebrating the owner's troubles. * exaggerating* 

xoxo
Ee MiN

ps : I think you're my medicine.

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