Tuesday 6 April 2010
Is Unfathomable.
Woot! How to wake up after 8 hours of sleep? Can you? Haha. I did wake up in time lah… put my phone to charge then fall back asleep only ma. Wasn’t late also. =X anyway.. had my piano class at 2pm today. It was a failure~ fail~ T^T .. timing totally ran out, fingers loose control. Simply runing around the black and white chords. I can feel the aura from behind me, teacher is getting more and more impatient with my performance. Also I feel the ar cond blowing from on top of my head.. the cold breeze flow thru my skins.. it shivers my fingers.
Class ends at exact 1 hour after 2pm. Teacher gave some advice and asked how am I doing nowadays. Oh, it was shitty as it is. LoL. Her last phrase shocked me, it also up set me. For the rest of the day that phrase keep floating inside my mind. I want to change, I know I had to change. I am trying to, maybe not hard enough but can’t you guys see just a little? I know I look exhausted nowadays, face looking pale. Is not because I haven been eating much, is just somethings still stuck in my mind. I can’t figure it out myself. I hate this feeling and dying to get it out of me. But.. what way?
Quick walked to TG, promised S.L. to have lunch with her. With my odd shoe I’m wearing I definitely look weird walking quickly in it. Well.. of course I will look weird. The shoe don’t even fit my size. Try wearing it for 3 days straight, bruises start coming out and bones ached. I know, I just can’t throw it away. And I’m feeling more and more comfy in it. We meet up at MPH, it was easy finding her usual place she will sit. Not forgetting to give her a friendly hug, a little awkward, perhaps it’s because we didn’t meet each other for quite some time already. 2 weeks? When she’s off to work part time at CIMA, and then go Vietnam for vacation. Pretty long huh? Well I miss her, the she & I girly talk and all. Gossiping without a hint of irony. I guess, no other girls can just gossip with you and leave it on table right?
We had Subway straight, after knowing that my manager haven arrive to work. Always love Subway on the Tuesdays, they have promotion Tuna~ ^^ the one and only thing I would like to have with sandwiches like that. What’s with those kiddos doing in a mall in that hour ah? Mid year exam isn’t near enough? A bunch of high school-looking guys are hanging around Subway, half of them is having Subway, LoL. Feel the aura of their stare, I’m not in the mood of being nice that time, or just a look or acknowledge. My mind was filled with 2 things that time, or maybe more. And I’m not in the chit chatting mood either. For that 1 hour, there’s much silence in there. Tried to bring a topic up everytime it’s gonna freeze us to death. End up I used 1 hour and 10minutes to finish that 6inch sandwich.
When I was crushing my brain into pieces thinking how to start talking to my manager, he broke the thought. He stop the crushing and stuffs. It was light, and easy. Wait, this sounds familiar, much. It’s a radio FM’s slogan right? Wth == Simple, I’ll start work this weekend, and gonna be officially part-time worker. Just on the weekends and weekdays that I’m free with.
Lingering around, almost forgotten to grab some gorceries for hotpot section. Dismiss myself to Cold Storage, can’t believe I actually took a basket just to put packet of icy sosejes. Hahaha! Take away 2 bun from Mr. Baoz for S.L. she said she wanted something to munch. Red bean & white valentine. Both taste good. Red bean has green tea as it’s skin. Fresh taste though, didn’t feel disgusted or what. And guess what. S.L. lovess the red bean baoz, and wanted for more. Since I still need to go and buy myself a reload coupon, why don’t get one more bun for her? It won’t hurt much on the feet for that short distances. Curry Chicken bun, she said it’s delicious. But I’m too full / jelak to even take a bite of it.
Thought that I would like to spent my time reading Twilight : New Moon in MPH instead of in TG. Just got on my feet and wanted to leave TG, my manager hold me back. Suggested that I give a hand in that big group of customers at a time. So for the fun of it, and not gonna bored myself to death, I went for that offer. But it’s not counting my pay, literally I’m working on my own. No uniform, no booklet. Live with it, I had fun. The bill came out to be at RM545.85 not to forget it’s on S.L. and my effort for that sales. The bunch hanged around for quite some time though. Long enough to notice there’s a cute guy amount them. =X
Slagging off on and on, doing my job as it seem it needed help. Till it was near closing and no customers left. I officially leave TG and went back home. Waited for Dad at teksi stand, a took a few minutes to finish chapter 2 of New Moon. Really tempting to continue reading. I love Stephenie Meyer!! Thank her for writing such an awesome novel <3
Alright, forget that we argue. I opened that pack of maggie and stealed one of it. Same goes to the sosejes. I’m just so pist to do so. Hmph xP but I think I brought the wrong flavor. Haha! Don’t know lah, I already had enough things to think of.
mhhm.. I wrote this post on that very night it self. Wanted to up load some photos and stuck each and everyone of them in their respective place. But.. the loading is SO-GOH-DAMN slow. so forget it, I'll edit it tomorrow. ^^ long post eh? Hahax.
xoxo
Ee Min
ps : mind cleared. had my appetite back. but.. always get frustrated when people asked questions related to the issue. Hmph.
pps : Mom, Bryan, Marcus & I went to the night market for dinner today! ^^ I brought Marcus to Mee Yoke Lim and he didn't mind me to hook his arm while we're walking! woohoo~ sister-brother-hood is improving! xD cheeeeerrsss~
ppps : and don't forget, good news always comes with bad ones. My elders aunt, living in Seremban one was admitted into the hospital yesterday night. This morning was in critical condition. Parents went and visit, was still in ICU. =( gonna cause another round of stress again . . .
