It's Because [ edited ]

he was never mine to lose

Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. 
I've been M.I.A-ing in-a-way these few days. hahaha. Kayy here is all the little little up dates on those days :)


err... the thing is. I can't differentiate, or rather say.. I don't remember exactly what did I do of what we have miss. HAHAHA. OMGosh. I'm so sorry xD Seriously, if you really wanna know what is going on in my life, you should follow me on Twitter :) I ALWAYS up date on Twitter. here ;

http://twitter.com/alexismin

cheers~!


what I know is.. the fact that ; Ee Min did not loose weight -> Serious shit-ly :) 
Maybe you guys haven been seeing me for quite some time, thats why. haha. Thank you for the compliment but don't say words that will make me happy for a sec, when is not even true. 
Last week, during the weekdays,  that week it self, I had rice + mutton + vegetables, 3 times for lunch. My plan of 1 meal per day, or sometimes 2 light meals a day is messed up. I controlled but went over board on some days. So now if you saw me fitting in nice cloths, it might not be the same next month, on that same shirt. HAHAHA. 


So UKiss made their comeback on Music Bank, Music Core, Mcoundown, and if I'm not mistaken Inkigayo too. I missed their live performance thru kpopflash.com but you can always see their performance again on their website http://kissmeyoukiss.blogspot.com or any other website I have on the left, on the K&J Pop list :) help your self. 
I also have post up UKiss new release Shut Up! MV and it's really good ^^ so proud of them. But I kinda think the suits is too fast/early for them. Look at DongHo, for instance, he look like he took his father's suit and play. == Xander look fine with it.. But Kevin, look like he gotta act to be cool. He DO look cool, just that the ''feeling'' isn't really there. =( HELL YEAH, they ARE hot in those suits xD 


You know what.. ever since I got to know a guy, my Monday-Wednesday became very hard to pass =X
Take longer time to pass, more mourning, more foolish/silly thinkings and more missings. awwh. It sark =( because~ when you miss a person, you'll eventually think of what is he doing now, and then you sent him a text message which he wouldn't reply in a short time. Then you'll start thinking rubbish. And then you get all emotional. When he reply you'll get up set and ask why, then all the curios question will flood him. And then he get annoyed, thinks that you are controllable. == Pathetic much? Skip topic. 


Monday 4th October 2010
I don't have class today because Sir went for a vacation in .. Myammar I think. LOLS. So it's counted a holiday for me ^^ I was suppose to go yamcha at SS2 with Tracy and Caryn.. But a late Facebook message came and then the date was off. Tracy wasn't free~. Forgivable :)  because of something I posted up a emotional post that day. haha. The one with the blue high lighter. So my Twitter was pretty down~ like.. sad posts coming up. hahax 


Don't mind the timing. It's kinda wrong. And you should read from the bottom till the top. hahaha. Twitter is like that :) I was up set that night.. text him but he couldn't comfort me.. but in a way he enlighten my mood later on with just chatting with him. He has half of you, my dear :)


Tuesday 5th October 2010
Hmm.. I have class specifically on S. Only remember I wasn't in the mood of going for this extra class. It has nothing to take note on, because I already wrote down almost everything the first class on S. rawr. I didn't enjoy. Totally was waiting for the ''bell'' to ring. After class, I went dinner with Belle and LV at Pavilion. We had KFC, which I've been craving for a long time. Thank Belle, for tolerating with me, when she i wasn't feeling really well with her throat. =S Before KFC while waiting for LV, Belle had some fried snacks at YaoTiao and I got seduce by the snacks too.. so I guess she don't really mind the whole sore-throat thing == haha. 


Wednesday 6th October 2010
Since Monday I've been planning a hang-out section with my cousin on either Wed or Thurs. Because Dragon's last minute notice that he might be flying off to UK on Thurs or Friday night. What a rush. == So only Amy and I can make it for him. =S but we have enough memories to keep him for 2 years. I think. haha. There's still Facebook and Skype! =D 


At night, 3 kaki, us, went to D'Rich, the 1st suggestion. Stopped in front of the cafe, peek peek then.. nahh~ Go listen to song lah. Headed to Station 1 the usual place. timzhi sit down, hold the menu and then.. Why didn't we think of balitong, lala, chao-o-jian ah? hahaha. L.M.A.O left Station 1, went to SS2 mamak and have sea food :) Pictures are all with Dragon~ in he cool camera. haha. wait kayy. 


Thursday 7th October 2010
SaaaD~! Tuesday was the last day I get to meet all of my classmates =( Because. Me stupidly. On Wednesday night, had sea food for supper and the next day I have food poisoning. == Didn't make it for the mock interview/exam. WHICH I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR LONG!! Thony and Dan made their way back to Sabah on that day it self after the exam. I was up set, I didn't keep my promise I made to them. Worse still, I called them out in the morning, because Fern needed some help on the exam questions. Sent a few text message to both Sir, all my classmates and then wish them good luck in their exams. I slept till late evening, trying to cure my little tummy. I've failed to keep my promise in the morning, I wouldn't wanna ditch another one at night. 


8pm, meet up at Amy house. Waited for Kel to come. We are going to KLIA!! 
Giving a surprise to our dearest little Dragon :) <3 Evonne, Amy, Kel, Aunt Cindy and I~ pictures would be soon. soon. soon. kayy. haha. Kinda sad seeing my cousin going to such a far place alone =( .. sobsob. jiayou cousin! jiayou!! xD OHYA! Thony and Dan's flight time was at 9:25pm, Dragon's is 11:15pm. Sadly, I didn't go and sent T&D off... Not me driving, can't do anything =( but later on we did sms each other. so fair and square ^^ keep in touch can already :)

 Dragon~ in black :)

Friday 8th October 2010
can't remember...... maybe I just stayed at home today. hahaha. butttt.. I went to SK Corner at night with WeiWei, YFoong, and Drew. Met JYou, Nesh, Elroy, Rald, and Rie once we reach there. Later on SHui, CKen, and 6 more guys came. Also, Muel, YLin, HYing, and Paul. Then KYing also came, Pp joined the group later on. Wow~ It's like Tmn SEA gathering there xD The whole mamak place is so noisy because of us hahaha. It was really~ fun :) 


YFoong came up with an idea of, going to McD at 4am later for breakfast together. I reached home around 1am that night. Slept around 2:30am, woke up at 3:40am. Sms YFoong to see whether is the crazy plan still on or not. Well, shockingly it is. haha.So 4am, get dressed and waited by the couch for the gentlemen to come fetch me. Hmm.. guess what. Everyone have patient. Are you good in your's? 


I waited from 4am sharp till 5:20am. They got me really worried. Not answering phone and not replying my text message. It's okay if the plan is cancelled, just don't come and tell me there's an accident or road block can already. Besides it's 4am++ anything can happen out there. Worrying did they miss my house because all my lights are off? Or maybe they have forgotten. Or maybe they're just fooling around. Maybe road block around some where on the way to my house. Maybe they got lost or something. == That one hour, maybe things pop out in my mind. Constantly every 10minutes peeping by the window see whether is there any cars or not. Because YFoong's phone is out of credit, I'm afraid he can't contact me when he reach my house. rawr. hell yeah, thats a lot of worrying. 


Blaa~ KH got shock when I asked for breakfast together eh? 5am, who wouldn't be shock. haha. I was really hungry that time, as I skipped my dinner and I didn't eat anything during the yamcha section at SK earlier.. So I was really in need of food. haha. Finally they came. Tin drove.. I.. only know that he is WWei's cousin. haha. funny to have someone unknown to you, who drove to your house and pick you up at 5am? LOL. The boys are in the car too, so.. it's okay. BUT! They're definitely not ''those'' kind of friends. I can't say 100%.. but at least 80% :) Dude, my parents know about this okay. Don't think that I'm rebellious. It's bullshit. 


Saturday 9th October 2010
We had McD for breakfast~ so funny. if you tell me you woke up that early to have Klang bakuteh or something special then okay lah. Can understand. But McD?? hahaha 1st time so crazy. xD Ate, chit chat.. thought of pooling, but most of them is tired.. so we went home :) Online till 8:30am.. then went to sleep. Woke up at 9:30am, get ready. Went Tmn Bahagia LRT Station, meet up with WWei and then wait for Pp who is the weird one who can over slept. I think people who should over slept is me and WWei. haha. So she finally came at 11am together with Nick.. Took 2 trains, we went to Time Square! To cheer for my friend, Sho in a beatbox competition at the entrance of Time Square. There was arguments, dramas on the way, but all solved with the power of love~^^  


Met Sho at the competition, gave our luck and then we went hunting for food, as me and WWei was feeling hungry that time ^^ Had Sushi King~! Not sure whether is it because I haven eat Japanese cuisine for quite some time, today's Kitsune soba is great~ although it is the last one to arrive amount all the dishes we ordered. Well.. good food takes time to be done ^^ SaaaaDly, we missed Sho's performance =( the food took too long, I already chewed a few times and then swallowed the noodles yet we miss it. Some more didn't record it down. sigh. Really wasted. Later on got the result of Sho didn't make it into the top 16. Is it top 16? Something that end with a 6 lah.. So we went window shopping a while and then Station Kopitiam for Sho's lunch. Later on JY came and said Hi.. it's good to see her... =J

Sho drove all of us home~! except for JY la.. she stayed longer. We freaked outinside the Smart tunnel.. haha it's like an no ending road. == Reached home around 4pm.. wanted to sleep and then realize I have Korean class.. went to the bus stop and called the office to reconfirm.. got on the bus and realize that the class isn't today. rawr. I'm already on my way you know? sigh. So I got down the bus, called Pp and then she drove to Sunway Pyramid have dinner together. == Really zhadao. Wanted to watch Dinner With Schmuck, or maybe wrong spelling.. but there's isn't any nice seats.. so we play basketball at the arcade and then had Zenmai Sushi for dinner. Had my favortie Katsu Curry Don of course~ ^^ and because I didn't get to eat sakae toro which is salmon belly at Sushi King, I had it at Zenmai instead! But it wasn't syok enough. == Because their wasabi sark. Not fresh at all. Pull a lot but no feeling == Pp was betting with Nick that I will definitely tear, but nothing happen ==. Not. Fun! 

 Zenmai had always been famous

 Pp's art.. 

 see what i mean? ==

no taste. at all.

 ke-bab~

Later on went to SK Corner around 9pm to wait for RDe.. I promised him days ago that we will hang out real soon, cause he is back in PeeJay. So we choosed today. Pp tailed his car to Sunway Giza.. We had Snowflake ^^ It's a desert came from Taiwan! I really didn't know we were coming to this place, or even knowing that they have another brunch here. Because the one I ate is at Pavilion, went together with Fern. This time I had something different, although I loved the hot red bean one.. this time I had Sea something Jelly. hahaha. It's icy, nice :) The whole cafe, i shall say, is crowded!! Over crowded! There's no place, we have to give our seat to others as they're already standing there waiting for you to finish. LOL. Their deserts are nice, but not really a good place to sit down, relax and chat. Maybe you can do that in Pavilion la.. haha. 

Snowflake :)

 my Sea ... Jelly

 Pp's .. coco bolo? xD idk the name...

 RD's... something else. xD

Pp, Nick and I left 1st.. to drop Nick back home. Then going SK to meet up with Drew and WWei.. RDe came later on after he was done with his desert. haha. Emotional much when I reach SK.. Got to know that someone was more important than me. I mean.. I'm not his priority. But I really wish to see him that night. As I have already hint him gazellion times that I would like to do something special tonight or the next day together with him. Well.. I think it isn't right then. Thx to Drew with his tolerance, and kindness for fetching me home tonight :) it's really nice of you pal! haha. Am sorry that I left RDe there with his friends =( But I was tired, and emotional. rawr. I apologized once I reached home :) Luckily he understand. hehe thanks guysssss~!


Slept not really sweetly that night. Still emotional no matter what. harhar.


Sunday 10 October 2010
It's 10.10.10 ~! tententen~! haha read it faster and see what you get xD
Guess what time I off-i-cial-ly woke up ^^ hahaha. I open my eyes and saw the clock at 10:30am.. automatically went back to sleep till 4pm @.@ seriously. I slept till 4pm. hahaha. Did nothing today, so stupid. Nothing! at all on this gorgeous date. rawr. Went dinner with family, pasar malam and then mourn my self at home. hahaha. se-ri-o-us-ly :)


Monday 11 October 2010
Had a date with Menn today at 12pm. BUT! I over slept. == Ffk-ed her. uhh.. feel like dying. She is already kind enough to help me.. but yet I let her down. rawr. Stupid EeMin. So I didn't make it for her date. But I did make it for the next date with KYing at OU.. but I was late. == set the time at 2pm, but I bumped into Pp at the bus station around that time and tagged her along.. so she went home and bathe, I waited for her at a mamak place and then we reach OU at 3pm =S rawr. Messing things up nowadays >< We had Sushi King! Again~ and this time! It sark!! rawr. boy cott OU Sushi King please. Had the same Kitsune Soba but together different taste and quality. sark. emo. 


Chat with KYing. glad did that with cautions. haha! Postponed my dental check up too, did a little window shopping and reach home at 5pm :) Had dinner with family and then came home, watch tv.. studied.. and now online =) 


I just remember something this morning! It is SIA interview last Saturday and Belle is going for it! But I didn't wish her, didn't call her nor ask her anything about it. Gosh~! bad friend. bad bad friend >< Yeah~ what a jerk. hmph. 


This post isn't roughly already. 
2 person push me to bed at 2am just now.. but now the clock shows 4"09am. I'm gonna die if they found out about this. GOODNIGHT~!! <3


xoxo
Ee MiN ; alexis


 ps : on the way, i've think of giving up on you.
I'll do some editing later of the day, getting headache already =S