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Friday, October 22, 2010

Cupid's Crooked Arrow

stroked me 



‘he`s not calling me maybe because..’

‘he`s not chillin` with me maybe because..’
‘he`s not replying to my messages maybe because..’
‘he`s not coming over to talk to me maybe because..’
‘he was being mean to me maybe because..’
‘he hurt my feelings maybe because..’

how many excuses you can think of to finish all the above sentences?

‘he`s not calling me maybe because his phone broke and lost my number.’
‘he`s not chillin` with me maybe because he has a lot going on.’
‘he`s not replying to my messages maybe because he never got them.’
‘he`s not coming over to talk to me maybe becausehe`s playing hard to get.’
‘he was being mean to me maybe because he doesn`t wanna seem soft.’
‘he hurt my feelings maybe because he`s hurting too.’

we come up with all these possible excuses and lies, so that we don’t feel bad

but really, the truth is .. 

‘he`s not calling because he doesn`t want to.’ 
‘he`s not chillin` with me because he has better things to do.’
‘he`s not replying to my messages because they`re not important.’
‘he`s not coming over to talk to me because he has nothing to say to me.’
‘he was being mean to me because he doesn`t feel like being nice.’
‘he hurt my feelings because he could care less.’

Status up date? kinda...
== .. actually I've wrote it out somewhere in my diary. but I'm lazy to type it out. or, you can say that, I don't want to dig it up. I'll pin point it kay?


- finally decided to give up on a guy I've been admiring since high school.
- life is good after that. thinking that the next one would like me for who I am.
- attended a reunion and met an old friend there.
- got close, started chatting everyday.
- social circle went bigger, realize an old friend that is actually quite adorable.
- start to hang out with this selected bunch of guys. my crush, mr, adorable and bear.
- things is getting attach to everyone, keeping secrets isn't easy.
- nothing is in progress between me and my crush, he doesn't want to get into an relationship, or he is just not ready. 
- I decided to give him 2nd chance/last chance. but.. it was not appreciated. 
- I was confuse, disappointed and upset.
- Decided to let him go. and just leave things as it is.


you all can LOL at every point. because I did.
living my life, my own way now. like it or not I don't really care. 
I'm tired this. 
We'll just be friends :)


         xoxo
Ee MiN ; alexis


ps : since you like 顺其自然 so much. then 顺其自然 if I fall for someone else, then 顺其自然 la ha.

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