I'm going crazy. crazy!
what was funny?
what's so funny?
about what is funny?
how is funny?
is funny, funny?
LOL. random.
MONDAY .. 16 August 2010
I attended class, and felt like I was missing for centuries. My friends missed me. haha. Felt-needed for that moment. LOL. I couldn't pronounce English words nicely and my voice doesn't sound loud as before. Ever since I started working part-time, I speak Mandarin too often. My tongue couldn't twist. ><
We did Mock Interview! Asked for volunteers but none came out, finally Mira and I did. Well everyone came to do mistake, every one will do mistake, as long as you don't repeat it, thus, learn from it :) So my mock interview didn't go well. [ hahaha ]
It was obvious that I was VERY nervous. I was turning my ring none stop around my finger whenever I speak. I answer lame answer. == It's really funny if you were invisibly there to see me. haha. Luckily S was honest and really nice of she to tell me my mistake. Haha. I know some one would have notice it, but .. it was really nice of her to do that. Point out our weak points, laugh at it together and then correct it. haha!
Absent for 2 days, and it felt like years. Fernin felt that I was gone for a decade. aww~ I'm sorry :( It will not be repeated. Seriously. I can't catch up with the class later on and it's really hard to get extra class with Sir's paced schedule == Of all thing I miss GMT .. zzz
Heard some rumors, and some conflicts but I can live with it :) It wouldn't harm me in anyways, I'll take precautions and your warnings seriously :) THANK YOU girls, for sharing the information.
My mind was refreshing all the things you girls mention, at the same time queuing up for the Monorail. I missed 1 train because it was fully packed, I am a civilize person. harhar. It rained minutes after the train left, the next train is in 10minutes time. In that 10minutes, storm came, lighting came :( It was raining so heavily, the sound of the water drop hits the roof is really scary,and with the sound of the lightnings .. >< F.Y.I I always / usually will hide or sleep during heavy rains. haha. penakut ni. xD
Definitely got caught in the rain >< wanted to the bus at first, 2nd thought nahh~ LRT better. But it was around 6pm+ almost 7pm, the train would delay on every stops and also will be pretty pack. So I settled down at McD and have Ramadan Set Meal for dinner ^^
TUESDAY .. 17 August 2010
It's Sir's class again and I totally forgotten about homework! 3 of them! omo~ hahax. Due to KTM delayed, I met up with S at KL Sentral at 1pm. I was there half an hour earlier and start wondering around the center. haha. then took the Monorail together to Time Square. Had brunch at Old Town, discussed GMT and also the 3 ''homework''. Manage to finish 1 homework and then we gotta rush to class.
At Old Town,
S and I coincidentally ordered the same beverage and the same dish! haha it's really random.
During class,
both of us didn't do the 2nd essay as we thought there is only 2 homework. [ the word ''thought'' is bad ] so we quickly write down anything and everything we can so that we can present it in front of the class too. Our essay turn out to be the almost the same!
QUESTION : ''Write a note to your neighbor telling him/her that you will be leaving to Europe and you'll need her help in taking care of your house when you're gone.''
She presented first and it came out : please do also look after my dog and the safety of my house.
Mine was : please help me to collect my newspaper every evening, look after the safety of my house and also please feed my dog twice a day.
HAHAHA when I got back to my seat, she was jokingly complaining about it. haha!
Notes
We sat together today, we wrote notes by listening to teacher's teaching / advice, using our own words. It turn out to be the same too!
OMG Maybe I've met my long-lost-twin. HARHARHAR.
Public Speaking today! and also did 2nd Mock Interview today by Al & Sun. Longer than mine, more questions that mine. I hope I can do more mock interviews with Sir next time, but we'll definitely take turn. I just wanna have the feeling, try to cool down my nervousness and also correct my mistakes :)
Did a group discussion before we end the class and we learned a lot from there. We did something like Chinese Negotiation. It's called Bian Lun Hui in Chinese. haha. I forgotten what is it call in English.
Given Question was : '' Environmental Pollution Is A Big Problem, How Will You Solve This?''
Luckily didn't need to stay back for extra talks. hahax because it will really be raining by the time we end our class at about 7pm. S & I walked J to Time Square, I'm going to have dinner there, S & J took the bus back together.
So most of you people know I dislike to hang out around KL. For instance, the Sungai Wang & Time Square. I walked from 1 end to another end to find the ladies. Then I went from 6th floor an end to an end looking for Subway Sandwich, I asked some tenants and they do not know where is it. I went to the Information counter but it was empty, no one was there. I walked further up and finally found the restaurant. URGH! I was so pissed off that time! Before that I went looking for the Korean Idols Merchandise/Endorsement shop around the corner, and I seriously. seriously got very mad about it. After my dinner I went around looking for formal tops. I leg/foot is seriously exhausted.
So people, don't mention about this 2 places, unless we really-really need to go there or need to do some cheap shopping. URHG!!
I took the Monorail and then reached KL Sentral in 15minutes, crossed the road under the rain and took my own sweet time walking up to the LRT. I was 1 hour earlier,and got to wait for my transport. Smartly, I went to SK Corner ^^ had a drink at the smoking area and did some revision too =D Met Ka Lan & Andrew + his friends there.
Totally understand why Dad got furious about me paying the bill and late arriving at the taxi stand, until it made him get down the car, went to the restaurant and look for me. I know lah that the taxi stand is dark and will be dangerous, I was thinking of being convenient for you, I'll just walk down there and you wouldn't need to turn into the stupid-small-lane loh. Manatau you don't wanna listen to my explanation and start accusing me, start blaming me and all the unnecessary nags. Seriously, Man, I'm 18 years old! I know what am I doing, I know whether is it dangerous or not, I know what is dos and don'ts.
URGH!!
I'M NOT A LITTLE GIRL ANYMORE!!!!
I'll need actions to prove to you.
u.r.g.h~!
== 18 years old is still under parental care.
I might say I know now, but there's still A LOT of things I don't know specifically. So THANK YOU for scolding me.
zzz
Have been pretty emotional lately.
It made me thought I've some eye problem.
Or my eye's-tear-hole is spoiled.
Boo.
I've no idea why.
Maybe it was because all the sadness / dissatisfaction / disagreement and all the useless things I buried inside.
From time to time when I feel 1% of sadness 40% will burst out.
Was advising my 2 brother after homework section, just started to talk then tear already. They're the one who is suppose to be crying. They must have felt weird, why am I crying when they're having all the lectures. sigh.
Bro ah, bro.
PMR ahh..
UPSR ahh..
Study lah.
Award RM300 for each B not enough?
I smack your head!
Well.. parents not leading, not enough concern, not enough attention on them. I'm the eldest in the family at the mean time, I am suppose to do the controlling since my parents isn't free right? I tried a few ways. Now I stopped my job [ not because of this ] for a while, then I'll have extra time to teach them.
Yes, I've quit my part time job.
I know it haven even reach a month, maybe it is just 2 weeks.
But due to my messy schedule, uncertain class, and interview + family things, it is really hard to negotiate with my superior. If I always couldn't make it, come late or what so ever, it would bring headache to my colleagues, and also it shown my un-professional-ness, I felt very irresponsible. I did try to put both my classes another time, but the class can't be change just because I 1 person can't make it. I seriously ran out of ways solving this thing.
I am sorry that I said I will be available for those 4 days, and now turning back on my words. My classes are set almost last minute and I can't do anything about it. Besides that, I also would like to stop this job so that I have time to spend with my family and also to guide my brothers on their studies.
If you're my superior you'll definitely shake head on me, I understand. You'll think I'm being really irresponsible, very immature, selfish and all. But hey, my future needs the things I learn from class. My brother's future is half laying on my hand, half laying on theirs. Which and who is more important?
You are not letting me go at the moment, because I turned on my words, because I did not do what I've said. But please recall, I did mention that I would have classes and might not make it for some days due to the interviews or something. You practically took it foregrounded.
I know the restaurant is lack of crew, I've have been really understanding. But if you don't adjust your time with my time, how can I make it up for you?
I know. I understand. Just.. please try to understand my situation and also think about my resignation. Your cooperation is much appreciated.
sigh.
I hope I can find a good and correct way out of this.
xoxo
Ee MiN ; alexis
ps : is feeling really ''sien''
