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Hey Humans~!
Sorry about all the emotional post and stuffs xD
life is hard isn't it? hahax.
Yeah~ school have been hard. All stated on the previous post.. Heard things and I don't know how exactly to over come it or face it.. rawr.
''he is targeting you''
LOLS ''seriously?'' LAME.
haha skip that?
nahh.
Monday 27 September 2010
Back to class.. had English today and some public speaking any free topic. ^^ I crapped about how I got my braces done.. haha fail~ xD
After the usual class, Mr._ came and talk to us.. I got praised on certain things and I was really happy about it.. :)
Tuesday 28 September 2010
tough tough tough. It was a tough day =S ..
First of all, I didn't know we were having an extra class today at 12pm. Woke up late this morning and met up late with Via & KB at KL Plaza, now known as Fahrenheit 88. I want to meet up early to catch up with the works I missed when I was sick. This morning-meeting made me felt a little uneasy.. first is the homework we're panic-king, then the exam which is next week, and then some other rumors also.. see this is the 1st thing that up set me.
During class today, we had public speaking too :) My instructor was a little up set because half of us was absent for the extra class he had this morning. I have no idea why others classmate who did the public speaking today was up set too. All their stories are personal, sad, disappointment.. The atmosphere became more and more tense, one after another story. I can't take it anymore, I excuse myself to the washroom. Why is everyone mourning? What day is today?! I got up set too, feel like I can burst into tears anytime if I stay in the class. Decided to cheer the atmosphere. I went into the class and wait for my turn to speak. But == Sir didn't allow me to have it. He skipped my turn and started teaching on the text book. I was shock, disappointed and irritated. BLEK! haha. I was ready to tell me story, I want to do a little changes to the mood of the class. RAWR~! this is the 2nd thing that up set me.
Yesterday we were given a homework by Mr._ and I forgotten to fill in 1 last question. That question was pretty hard, was late to discuss it with my classmates so I handed in the class's work late. Later on, Mr._ came in and discussed the work with us. He pointed only to Via & I because, after the class we asked for his permission to leave earlier, because we will be having our language class at 7pm later. That time was already 6pm+, we both haven had our lunch, for me, I haven had any meal for the whole day. Sorta feel like dying already. But he didn't allow. And all the lectures came up forward. 3rd thing.
I felt offended. Indirectly. Got pretty sad after that. The lecture ended at 7:30pm. And I was freaking late to my K class already so I informed the language office that I will be absent again, and wish to change my class to once a week with a new teacher. Luckily they understood my situation and allowed me to change it :) will be starting the class all over again on the 27 OCT ^^ bumped into Thony after I settle my things at the office and later on the hostel group xD Very nice of them to let me join them for dinner, I was starving~~~~ xD so we went to Pavilion :)
It is my 1st time hanging out with them after class.. haha. sad and stupid right? After 3 months together and this is the FIRST time. jeez, totally fail in blending in. hahaha. Belle brought Subway for the 1st time!! woohooo~ haha introduced her to Tuna since it's Tuesday also.. haha. Glad she love it ^^ it's my favorite though =D the rest of us, Thony, Dan, Sun, Rul and I had dishes from the food court :) We walked around BB and then watch a performance by the street.. then headed to the monorail to go home :) it was a lovely night.. so caring ^^
I got to know that they were planning a Genting trip this Thursday and I was so excited to join them ^^ tonight I heard a lot of things from them too.. things that benefits me, things that warned me :) there is when all the emotional things start flowing in >< accumulate all the 3 things and I got all emotional~ =X
Wednesday 29 September 2010
So because half of us missed the extra class yesterday so we gonna have it today instead ^^ From 12pm till 1:30pm. Had public speaking, I spoke about the camp to Pulau Kapas with OPClub during High School ^^ Jeez.. my past tense failed. hahaha. I was glad that my story or the way I express it didn't bored my classmates hahaha. Everyone had our turn.. luckily today's story is better than yesterday's haha. Or else I'll die of all this mourning. xD
Had lunch with Sir at the coffee shop further down our centre.. Elle, Nice, Fern, Via, Sir & I ^^ chit chat with Sir and it was a funny lunch :) appreciate that. haha. Back to class and all the rest of my classmate have arrived :) Started class with the textbook and then public speaking again. Thony's group did it first, we called it the 1st group. hahaha. then my group, the 2nd one.. Sadly only 2 from my group get to do the public speaking because we are running out of time. I repeated my story all over again, wishing it will be better this time, and it is! =D Sir said it's good, but can be better :) OHYA! We have a new classmate today too ^^ gaaa.. I forgotten her name == Blaaaa. but she is pretty, woot, part time model of course pretty lah. stupid de. xD
Today Mr._ didn't come in =S .. he was out station. weee~ xD enough stress already. Wanna disappear straight after class. harhar. Took the Monorail with Fern today and I got the bus before she did. Felt a little sorry =( haaaaaaaaaa.. today was a relieve :) can study nicely already.. LOLS haha.
I was just over stressed these few days :)
Everything is fine now.. at least for now <3
xoxo
Ee MiN ; alexis
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