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Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Half Past 7

30 October 2010

[ picture talk ]
Yes. No. 
No. Yes.
Problem is solved.. just pictures :)  



didnt't finish my tea :(
D' Rich w/ Precious and Nick after that.
WongKok for tea time, meet up with Amy, went home a while, had dinner at D'Rich with Precious.. later on fetched Vonne->cousin yamcha section at SS2 mamak :)

xoxo
Ee MiN ; alexis

ps : coming into my life, means preparing your self for a drama. 

Monday, November 8, 2010

Not So Easy

Do you have any dirty pictures on your cellphone or computer?
No.

How old will you turn in 2013?
twenty one <3

Are your toe nails painted pink?
 baby blue

What were your first thoughts this morning?
its 8:30am imagonnabelate!

Is your birthday on a holiday?
most of the year.. yeah i think so.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Yeah!
 
Where is your biological mother right now?
Shopping with my youngest brother

Who was the last person you watched a movie with?
Precious, watched Unstoppable.

Day been rough?
YESS!

What color is your mouse pad?
blue-ish, jeans color!

What time did you wake up this morning?
0830 hours.

What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
last thing.. flipping my cell phone/listening to KPop.

What are you listening to?
SNSD - Genie

How old will you be in 9 months?
nineteeeeeen

Are you doing anything tomorrow?
 in the morning will be meeting with a superior, piano class at night.

Do you have any piercings? If so, where?
2 piercing on both ears.

Did the last person you kissed have a tattoo?
No.

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
extremely? last night :)

Last time you had pizza?
== ... last 2/3 months? with Mr Ng @ Sunway Pyramid. saaaaaad.

When is the last time you cried?
yesterday night.

If your ex said they hated you, what would you say?
He is a nice guy, I dont think I did anything that can cause him to hate me. LOL. but, answering the question.. I'm fine with that.

Who was the last person to call you?
Mom.

Does it bother you when someone says they’ll call you and don’t?
Depends on who is it. Well its in the normal-case. use to it already.

Ever stolen money from a friend?
Never would i ever.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Cupid's Crooked Arrow

stroked me 



‘he`s not calling me maybe because..’

‘he`s not chillin` with me maybe because..’
‘he`s not replying to my messages maybe because..’
‘he`s not coming over to talk to me maybe because..’
‘he was being mean to me maybe because..’
‘he hurt my feelings maybe because..’

how many excuses you can think of to finish all the above sentences?

‘he`s not calling me maybe because his phone broke and lost my number.’
‘he`s not chillin` with me maybe because he has a lot going on.’
‘he`s not replying to my messages maybe because he never got them.’
‘he`s not coming over to talk to me maybe becausehe`s playing hard to get.’
‘he was being mean to me maybe because he doesn`t wanna seem soft.’
‘he hurt my feelings maybe because he`s hurting too.’

we come up with all these possible excuses and lies, so that we don’t feel bad

but really, the truth is .. 

‘he`s not calling because he doesn`t want to.’ 
‘he`s not chillin` with me because he has better things to do.’
‘he`s not replying to my messages because they`re not important.’
‘he`s not coming over to talk to me because he has nothing to say to me.’
‘he was being mean to me because he doesn`t feel like being nice.’
‘he hurt my feelings because he could care less.’

Status up date? kinda...
== .. actually I've wrote it out somewhere in my diary. but I'm lazy to type it out. or, you can say that, I don't want to dig it up. I'll pin point it kay?


- finally decided to give up on a guy I've been admiring since high school.
- life is good after that. thinking that the next one would like me for who I am.
- attended a reunion and met an old friend there.
- got close, started chatting everyday.
- social circle went bigger, realize an old friend that is actually quite adorable.
- start to hang out with this selected bunch of guys. my crush, mr, adorable and bear.
- things is getting attach to everyone, keeping secrets isn't easy.
- nothing is in progress between me and my crush, he doesn't want to get into an relationship, or he is just not ready. 
- I decided to give him 2nd chance/last chance. but.. it was not appreciated. 
- I was confuse, disappointed and upset.
- Decided to let him go. and just leave things as it is.


you all can LOL at every point. because I did.
living my life, my own way now. like it or not I don't really care. 
I'm tired this. 
We'll just be friends :)


         xoxo
Ee MiN ; alexis


ps : since you like 顺其自然 so much. then 顺其自然 if I fall for someone else, then 顺其自然 la ha.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Excuse Me, Boy.

what am i trying to say is...

Saturday 16 October 2010
The day that I can't wait for it to come is finally here~ so so so happy. But the first thing I realize when I woke up this morning was.. my left eyes became worse from it's swollen. I look exactly like =.- this. hahahaha. I got an idea of the-egg. 
So i went and boil one. HAHAHA. but girl, hard boiled egg are for blue-blacks? xD Well.. I'm not sure, but it worked out quite fine~ my swollen became smaller ^^ took a short nap because my tummy was having some air, till 2pm got a call to have lunch/dinner at Pp's house before going BFact. 
Nandos~!!!

We watched Repo Man and then I totally hangkei in the ending == after that we watched La Comedien ~ xD 

Shockingly I can't finish my food. I ate till half of everything then cannot tahan already.. Slowly slowly stuck it down my throat. hahaha. rawr. Got ready by 7pm+ and then things started to mess up. Got in the car to Pp's shop to change car, and then to Sea Park Caring Pharmacy to buy some medicine for her Mom and then to pick up JWei from his house then.. finally~ to Sunway Giza :) 

All of us were hungry, I made a deal with Pp.. we go Snowflake then only Beer Factory. hahax so we did :)
Pp's~ has become her favorite
red bean, my favorite
JWei's~ hahaha he didn't like it, neither did all of us. xD
i look pathetic :)
was wearing a new dress Mom brought, but later on I think I screwed it ==
HAHAHAHA

Let's see.. October Fest @ Beer Factory, Sunway Giza.
WMenn, KYing, JWei, Pp, Nick, RDe, his friend, YFoong, KJian, SHau and maybe another 10-14 more people. 

That night at BeerFactory was boring~ messy music, messy people.. Got the crowd but they're not always there. LOL. Don't like it, it look so miserable. Jeez. I got upset because somebody didn't made an effort to sit next to me. I think I deserve something that night, but I thought wrong. He's ''shyness'' overcome my everything. So unfair. Really angry + sad. Can't stand the atmosphere after Pp went back, RDe suggested to go somewhere else for 2nd round since it's so boring here.. KJian, YFoong, JWei and I went to PURE recommended by RDe (:

Well.. the music is good, the dancers~ the ''entertainment''~ LOL. It's at Desa Park City, just turn 9o clock at the round a bout instead of 3o clock (: 

So emo much that night, but I wasn't drunk nor tipsy. woot, strong girl is back. LOL. hahaha. Manage to put things behind and enjoy myself with another group of friends.. really gotta thank RDe for that (: he cheered me up in his way, funny-odd way. haha. Later on he dropped me off to WMenn's house and I stayed over night at her place. 

I was memang pist at her, didn't really want to go to her place too. But later on I sort things out, got to let her understand why am I angry at her and then everything was solved (: had a good night sleep and then woke up at 7am. 

xoxo
Ee MiN ; alexis

ps : My actual plan was to confess at this night, to yoU. but you didn't make any move, and nothing was there. This IS your 2nd chance, but nothing was appreciated. I decided to give up, leave the place and enjoy myself with the guys. 
Forgive you? Let me think about it.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Friday Night Baby Are You Sleeping?

come out and play!

Friday 1st October 2010
It is a brand new month and a brand new day.. I thought it would be wonderful. It was suppose to be. Until somebody got all over protective and such. 

I was at home till 7pm.. Went out to watch a movie with SHau @ The Curve :)
Was late for the movie because of the traffic.. but catched up with the story line later on.. it is a god movie :) blaaaaa no sure he enjoyed or not.. because after all it is kinda romantic and slow moving.. harhar. 
I felt awkward because it had been 2 weeks since the last meeting. and those texts make me felt so close.. yet. now it seems so far... =[

yess.. because i want to play the swing we went to Sahara :) 
Called Drey and we played candles ^^ pictures are from Drey <3



Mr. NKG made it to meet us for basketball.. ^^ 
thankyou so much~


l left early. 

Few minutes after KHoo came. ==
So sorry. 
Not gonna to talk about it now.. =S some other time kay :)
promise. 

the pictures are awesome~!
so I post it up.
Hope you guys don't~ mind~ 

I lied that I was fine. 
xoxo
Ee MiN ; alexis

ps : cried the whole night, had swollen eyes the next day == 
status : hurt. 
from <3 : am sorry. am up set. am giving up on yoU. if I do so.. will yoU pull me back..?

An Option Please?

im more than that

Hey Humans~! 
Sorry about all the emotional post and stuffs xD 
life is hard isn't it? hahax.

Yeah~ school have been hard. All stated on the previous post.. Heard things and I don't know how exactly to over come it or face it.. rawr. 
''he is targeting you'' 
LOLS ''seriously?'' LAME. 
haha skip that? 
nahh. 

Monday 27 September 2010
Back to class.. had English today and some public speaking any free topic. ^^ I crapped about how I got my braces done.. haha fail~ xD 
After the usual class, Mr._ came and talk to us.. I got praised on certain things and I was really happy about it.. :) 

Tuesday 28 September 2010
tough tough tough. It was a tough day =S .. 
First of all, I didn't know we were having an extra class today at 12pm. Woke up late this morning and met up late with Via & KB at KL Plaza, now known as Fahrenheit 88. I want to meet up early to catch up with the works I missed when I was sick. This morning-meeting made me felt a little uneasy.. first is the homework we're panic-king, then the exam which is next week, and then some other rumors also.. see this is the 1st thing that up set me.

During class today, we had public speaking too :) My instructor was a little up set because half of us was absent for the extra class he had this morning. I have no idea why others classmate who did the public speaking today was up set too. All their stories are personal, sad, disappointment.. The atmosphere became more and more tense, one after another story. I can't take it anymore, I excuse myself to the washroom. Why is everyone mourning? What day is today?! I got up set too, feel like I can burst into tears anytime if I stay in the class. Decided to cheer the atmosphere. I went into the class and wait for my turn to speak. But == Sir didn't allow me to have it. He skipped my turn and started teaching on the text book. I was shock, disappointed and irritated. BLEK! haha. I was ready to tell me story, I want to do a little changes to the mood of the class. RAWR~! this is the 2nd thing that up set me.

Yesterday we were given a homework by Mr._ and I forgotten to fill in 1 last question. That question was pretty hard, was late to discuss it with my classmates so I handed in the class's work late. Later on, Mr._ came in and discussed the work with us. He pointed only to Via & I because, after the class we asked for his permission to leave earlier, because we will be having our language class at 7pm later. That time was already 6pm+, we both haven had our lunch, for me, I haven had any meal for the whole day. Sorta feel like dying already. But he didn't allow. And all the lectures came up forward. 3rd thing.

I felt offended. Indirectly. Got pretty sad after that. The lecture ended at 7:30pm. And I was freaking late to my K class already so I informed the language office that I will be absent again, and wish to change my class to once a week with a new teacher. Luckily they understood my situation and allowed me to change it :) will be starting the class all over again on the 27 OCT ^^ bumped into Thony after I settle my things at the office and later on the hostel group xD Very nice of them to let me join them for dinner, I was starving~~~~ xD so we went to Pavilion :)

It is my 1st time hanging out with them after class.. haha. sad and stupid right? After 3 months together and this is the FIRST time. jeez, totally fail in blending in. hahaha. Belle brought Subway for the 1st time!! woohooo~ haha introduced her to Tuna since it's Tuesday also.. haha. Glad she love it ^^ it's my favorite though =D the rest of us, Thony, Dan, Sun, Rul and I had dishes from the food court :) We walked around BB and then watch a performance by the street.. then headed to the monorail to go home :) it was a lovely night.. so caring ^^

I got to know that they were planning a Genting trip this Thursday and I was so excited to join them ^^ tonight I heard a lot of things from them too.. things that benefits me, things that warned me :) there is when all the emotional things start flowing in >< accumulate all the 3 things and I got all emotional~ =X 

Wednesday 29 September 2010
So because half of us missed the extra class yesterday so we gonna have it today instead ^^ From 12pm till 1:30pm. Had public speaking, I spoke about the camp to Pulau Kapas with OPClub during High School ^^ Jeez.. my past tense failed. hahaha. I was glad that my story or the way I express it didn't bored my classmates hahaha. Everyone had our turn.. luckily today's story is better than yesterday's haha. Or else I'll die of all this mourning. xD 

Had lunch with Sir at the coffee shop further down our centre.. Elle, Nice, Fern, Via, Sir & I ^^ chit chat with Sir and it was a funny lunch :) appreciate that. haha. Back to class and all the rest of my classmate have arrived :) Started class with the textbook and then public speaking again. Thony's group did it first, we called it the 1st group. hahaha. then my group, the 2nd one.. Sadly only 2 from my group get to do the public speaking because we are running out of time. I repeated my story all over again, wishing it will be better this time, and it is! =D Sir said it's good, but can be better :) OHYA! We have a new classmate today too ^^ gaaa.. I forgotten her name == Blaaaa. but she is pretty, woot, part time model of course pretty lah. stupid de. xD

Today Mr._ didn't come in =S .. he was out station. weee~ xD enough stress already. Wanna disappear straight after class. harhar. Took the Monorail with Fern today and I got the bus before she did. Felt a little sorry =( haaaaaaaaaa.. today was a relieve :) can study nicely already.. LOLS haha. 

I was just over stressed these few days :) 
Everything is fine now.. at least for now <3

xoxo
Ee MiN ; alexis

from <3 : so close, yet so far? 

Sunday, September 26, 2010

When The Music Ends

so does this moment

Friday 24 September 2010
no breakfast. no sleep. no interest. = no mood. LOLS!
went to Johor Bahru today with Mom and Dad.. wasn't having good mood so.. let the picture talk.. 
i found it really hard to smile with braces on ==
finally had breakfast at 1 of the stop around 10am..
only ate the meehoon ==''

I'm at the boder of Malaysia!! 
Danga Bay~
Dinner.. obviously just had the rice and the egg == the sotong is over cooked, freaking hard to chew.
i kinda like their reshroom.. freaking~ big and clean :)
the day is going into the night soon....
stopped for petrol and there's million and millions of birdie flying around making a lot of noise xD so syok~!
Around UPM and got a phone call from JWei ^^ Ooh~ how nice to have someone coincidentally call you out on these kind of day :) 

Met up with JWei, JYang, AndrewT, YFoong, Jere, and AndrewL for yamcha at SK Corner.. bumped into YKit & a few of Enic's friend <3~ although it was pretty awkward on the table but I was so freaking happy deep inside that I get to meet up with some friends during this stress-out-unhappy-day :) really. I'm thankful I still have these kind of friends. 

hugsjwei!!! loveallofyouguys~!! 
ohyaa.. I was begging for you to come even though you can only make it at 11:30pm.. who cares? nobody has a watch. Was hoping that you come babe, joked that I miss you. But don't you already know that my day had been like shit?  =( 

11:40pm another phone call.. 
.. '' Station One! it's FRIDAY!! '' 
.. '' Ohya!! let's! ''
Left the group..  went Station One with Amy & Vonne :) 
THANK GOD~! My favorite singer/guitarist is on duty today~ but I think he is not feeling well.. His voice sound a little shaky and rough.. Handed in my list of songs but only sang one which is not-really-important. HMPH. 10minutes before the LIVE goes off, I hand in another. IMPORTANT one xD 

David Tao-Melody
You'll melt with his voice on this song! Seriously speaking ^^

Well he is on duty only during Fridays ; nama dia Eric.. bersama dengan partner dia Hellen :) 
Station One , Jaya One <3
Am already is a regular-Friday-customer. 
LOL~!!! hahaha
conclusion of the day : 

I don't know how to talk about this.. 
but I wasn't happy with what I was doing that day.
It isn't my choice.. but I know it will be good for me.
Besides the sms, food, drink, the rain, the air, musics
Everything else annoyed me.
I feel really uncomfortable.

xoxo
Ee MiN ; alexis

ps : wasn't being a good girl the whole day =X