I Can Cry You A River

dont know how to describe my feelings.

5 famous people to invite to a dream dinner party, dead or alive.

- TVXQ ; Max ChangMin

- UKISS ; KevinWoo

- SuJu ; Lee Teuk 

- 2PM ; TaecYeon

-  BEAST ; Yo Seob

5 bands/musicians I’ve been listening to a lot lately.

- 2AM

- JYJ

- Taylor Swift

- BEAST

- UKISS

5 things I’m addicted to.

- text-ing

- music/songs

- computer

- movies

-  homework =='' [seriously]

5 biggest celebrity crushes.

- Max ChangMin

- Lee Teuk

- Kevin Woo

- Yo Seob

- FT Island ; Hong Ki

5 Songs I can’t stop listening to at the moment.

- You Wouldn't Answer My Call ; 2AM

- Time To Love 2 ; T-Ara & Supernova

- I Was Wrong ; 2AM

- Before Yesterday ; UKISS

- Like A G6 

5 Favorite T.V Shows.

- Gossip Girl

- Vampire Diaries

- One Tree Hill

- Doll House

- Star Golden Bell [Korean variety show]

5 Your Dream Future: 1 Job/2 City/3 Car/4 Spouse/5 Pet.

- Job:  Air stewardess

- City:  Paris

- Car:  Beatles [is good enough ^^] 

- Spouse:  A Man

- Pet:  A Kitten [desperately for now xD]

5 things that always cheer me up.

- music/songs

- writing

- concern from others

- eating ice cream while crying 

- a bestfriend's hug :)

Top 5 people I want to punch in the face.

- err.. surprisingly.. none :) [maybe i should add.. at.the.moment.] haha

5 favorite actors/actresses.

- Leighton Meester

- Blake Lively

- Park Shin Hye

- Jang Geun Suk

- Moon Geun Young

5 TV shows I’ve seen every episode of.

- Gilmore Girls

- Gossip Girl

- Vampire Diaries

- One Tree Hill

- Doll House 

5 movies I’ve seen more than once.

- Harry Potter [all]

- Twilight [all]

- Step Up [all]

- Enchanted

- UP!

Hi! haha. Today is Thursday 28.10.2010. 

I've been sleeping around 4am these few days. 

Tummy isn't feeling well ever since..... Monday? after having lunch with Precious at Kayu Chao Yang. HEY! That was an emergency call, I gotta be there :) Although~ I was feeling not-so-well~ after that fever was gone, and tummy came playing with butterflies =( I know~ I know. I know. xp I will watch out for the next time okayy~ no lah.. no more next time :) We'll chat on the phone <3

imagine if PiKaChu is in my tummy O_O

Had piano class on Tuesday~ @One Utama.. Theory grade6 is making me confuse @.@ you know UKiss's Bingeul bingeul? Yeah, that-Bingeul Bingeul =( .. Question 1 & 2 is confusing. Question 3 is easy. Question 4 & 5 can die. == Orchestra~!!!! boo. 

This morning, I have 35 text message in my Digi number. THREE FIVE. THIRTY-FIVE. siao. hahaha. unbelievable. 

Wednesday~ popcorn day!! yeah right. I wish. haha. but. I better not talk about where I've been. xD later kena skinned by someone. =S .. I just know that~ I went reading / browsing lots of books, ate McD's fillet-o-fish happily without killing my braces~ and... hmm! this I can talk about. haha. Went over to Precious's shop after I've done my things. Lucky us, get to talk things out. All complications and frustrations. Love the way we help us other :) 

I may look  or sound stupid in settling my own problem, you do too. But our words, advices can just click and work on our problems =) hearts that.

Today is Thursday. I'm having class @ OU again.. and then going to do my lower teeth's braces. =S ... or I should put T^T ? haha. I will be fine, like I've always have :) 

xoxo

Ee MiN ; alexis

ps : I ate fillet! it had been a long time~since the last hahaha. like it too! >.^

status : something awesome happened. too awesome that I don't know how should I face it. 

do you want me to blog about that-awesome?

Nothing

itulah.. sendiri cari punnya pasal

counting on days...

Weekly summarize. haha. I forgotten what I did already.. These days no mood to blog.

I remember on Monday, I was suppose to have a last-minute-pasar-malam-date with De.. but turn out got ffk. haha. Amy called, fetched Vonne and we 3 went SK Corner :) Amy just got back from Indonesia's trip and Vonne just finished her trial exam, just the right time to up date each other. hahax. Well it's always SK Corner, you'll always get to meet my group of friends there. But that night, no one was friendly, I'm hurt. sigh.

Thursday morning took a taxi to my piano class, after that went to Reyon shop ad bored myself.. almost died in there. == Dad came to fetch me at 5pm, dropped me off at Kelana Jaya Showru mamak to meet up with Ser and Ven. 

 I really don't like to be in a unfamiliar place alone, for too long. 
It was smoky there, felt so uncomfortable, but we get to update each other ^-^

Knowing that I would be bored at home if I go back early, called RDe and we had a last minute movie date! xD it was suppose to be going pasar malam at Chao Yang since it's Thurday, but we wanted something more chikek! haha. 

I was a little upset with some decision made by the elders.. really want to wash things away. SO! The best is to? hahaha. Watch horror movie!!! xD

The Child's Eye .. 3Dee~!

I really like to watch movie with RDe ^^ officially my movie-kaki already. hahaha. After watching the movie, I joined him with his friends for yamcha.. we were at BU 6 first, meeting the other guys and then to Aman Suria :) With RDe you can expect anything to come along. Another awkward and random meeting! haha. 8 guys, I'm the only girl. Though it's nothing, but..well jokes are funny.

You must be wondering why is there 23.10.2010 and 21.10.2010 ticket right? haha I'll come back to there later :)

Friday ~ bored at home.. can't tahan, called Amy and Vonne, Station 1 at 10pm. timzhi Dad came home and said he wants to go temple and then to Grandma's house. Gaaaaa.. my plan have to cancel, so we went to Tin Hau Temple and then to my Grandma's house :) 

Miss Grandma :)

Saturday ~ Boredom at home again~ I've an idea of going to OU and meet up with P, HWen and Nick after their movie. Mom got my mind, decided to go OU to check out Resort World Sentosa.. 

I was hungry, brought a combo from Auntie Anne's, then Mom said she wants to eat McD.. so I had a ala carte burger.. and then they left to go home. I walked around OU alone to wait for Pp's movie to finish at 9pm =S they watched Child's Eye too ^^ the picture up there~

 Was bored.. so I went to Robot Sushi. really coooool ^^


After that met up with Pp.. we went to Snowflake at Sunway Giza :)

the lemony thing that is not our taste. haha.

I had the usual one, like the forever 1. xD

Overall.. :) wouldn't be blogging much till I feel like to . . . =X

xoxo

Ee MiN ; alexis

ps : needs to find a part time job. 

Cupid's Crooked Arrow

stroked me 

‘he`s not calling me maybe because..’

‘he`s not chillin` with me maybe because..’

‘he`s not replying to my messages maybe because..’

‘he`s not coming over to talk to me maybe because..’

‘he was being mean to me maybe because..’

‘he hurt my feelings maybe because..’

how many excuses you can think of to finish all the above sentences?

‘he`s not calling me maybe because his phone broke and lost my number.’

‘he`s not chillin` with me maybe because he has a lot going on.’

‘he`s not replying to my messages maybe because he never got them.’

‘he`s not coming over to talk to me maybe becausehe`s playing hard to get.’

‘he was being mean to me maybe because he doesn`t wanna seem soft.’

‘he hurt my feelings maybe because he`s hurting too.’

we come up with all these possible excuses and lies, so that we don’t feel bad

but really, the truth is .. 

‘he`s not calling because he doesn`t want to.’ 

‘he`s not chillin` with me because he has better things to do.’

‘he`s not replying to my messages because they`re not important.’

‘he`s not coming over to talk to me because he has nothing to say to me.’

‘he was being mean to me because he doesn`t feel like being nice.’

‘he hurt my feelings because he could care less.’

Status up date? kinda...

== .. actually I've wrote it out somewhere in my diary. but I'm lazy to type it out. or, you can say that, I don't want to dig it up. I'll pin point it kay?


- finally decided to give up on a guy I've been admiring since high school.
- life is good after that. thinking that the next one would like me for who I am.
- attended a reunion and met an old friend there.
- got close, started chatting everyday.
- social circle went bigger, realize an old friend that is actually quite adorable.
- start to hang out with this selected bunch of guys. my crush, mr, adorable and bear.
- things is getting attach to everyone, keeping secrets isn't easy.
- nothing is in progress between me and my crush, he doesn't want to get into an relationship, or he is just not ready. 
- I decided to give him 2nd chance/last chance. but.. it was not appreciated. 
- I was confuse, disappointed and upset.
- Decided to let him go. and just leave things as it is.


you all can LOL at every point. because I did.
living my life, my own way now. like it or not I don't really care. 
I'm tired this. 
We'll just be friends :)


         xoxo
Ee MiN ; alexis


ps : since you like 顺其自然 so much. then 顺其自然 if I fall for someone else, then 顺其自然 la ha.

Rising Sun [ part II ]

stars

''when you're bored, you blog.'' 

hahaha. kidding. here are some photos of the imported JYJ album and some others things to purchase (:

wait. here says 

''special edition''

OMG =D

I didn't understand what is the code for, and then came the idea of ''limited edition''

>< almost scream my lungs out.

the awesome poster that look like a graduation scroll. xD

note book ^^

TOHOSHINKI

COMPLETE

Single A-side Collection 

3 CDs

book 1

book 2 

book 3

while you open the cover of the CD. 

friends I made from the showcase.

L ; Joanne, Grace.

photos with date is taken by Grace (:

mega awesomenesss~!

xoxo

Ee MiN ; alexis

Rising Sun

baby blue sky

Sunday 17th October 2010

Good MORNING~! It's 7am and I'm at WMenn's house (: blurry-blurly much. Because I'm not sure whether am I really asleep last night or not, because I was thinking and thinking about somethings. It felt so real, till I open my eyes and realize I might be sleep-thinking. LOL. Like I know what does that mean. hahaha. 

I didn't plan to sleep, I was tired and lazy to bathe. If I'm at home I'll straight jump onto my bed and start emo-ing. Till I feel ridiculous or alright then I'll go bathe. hahaha. In that case, I would have to change my bed sheet the next day~ because of all the sweat and smoke and the stinkyness. LOL. hahaha. Don't sometimes you feel that you are just exhausted and just lazy to make any move? I was upset and angry and tired. Emotional rush that time. Really don't feel like moving. But then I'm at somebody else's house, I can't do that. hahaha. So I took a cold shower then slept next to her (:

Had WMenn to drop me off my house and then she went SK to meet up with the group. They are going 1 day trip to Melaka (: 

I reached home and was really hungry, so I cooked maggie mee, ate, online and then took a short nap because tummy still wasn't feeling very well.. Turn out to wake up at 11:30am. aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~! I screamed. The showcase is at 2pm, I am afraid that I won't be early-late. 

Here I am! 1pm, Stadium Negara~!!

It was tough. Walking under the big hot sun from Maharajalela's Monorail station to the National Stadium >< 

walk around to search for merchandise and then finally found my entrance (:

OH! I met Baki & Mike from 8TV Night Live, by the way <3

imagine queuing up in a no-line formation and the situation of under the freaking hot afternoon sun. I was praying and kept on drinking water so that I won't faint. And because of this I gain 1 tone darker on my skin == 

Yess, crowded. Because this entrance includes 3 different ticketing seat. RM303 Rock Zone RM203, RM109. Sorry I wasn't tall enough to capture the further crowd that side. haha. 

They opened the gates at 2:30pm, soon, it rained heavily. Luckily I was under the shelter and did not get wet (: Quickly run in the stadium and find the best seat =D here I am 

Cassiopeia'sss :)

Opening stage, no wonder I saw a few green light sticks (:

TO FAN ; video (:

JYJ  <3

The interview section by Serena C.

For the last song/encore song, we are asked by Micky YooChun to stand.

we all did  (:

and that was the end =S

A little bit near to 1 hour's performance =S ... I can feel that some VIP seat or Rock Zone's seat isn't happy with what they've got. Seriously. If I paid RM 800+ for a 1hour's performance, no hand signature poster, and the interpreter suck.. I really will get mad on this. 

Honestly speaking, I did not listen to JYJ's new album-The Begining before going to this showcase. I DID NOT. However at the showcase, I enjoyed, I miss their dance and their voice, most importantly is them (: I have NEVER EVER dreamed of, think of them coming to Malaysia after the conflict they had with SM Company. I know they're still running some activities here and there but NEVER thought they would actually come to Malaysia, again. Even for this showcase, I didn't put much hope in it, I thought it would be cancelled last minute or something would turn up and they won't be attending. LOL. All I THOUGHT was WRONG. I'm so happy that I'm wrong. So happy that it actually happened in Malaysia =D like a dream came true~!

When the showcase started I can't get my eyes off the boys. My ears can only listen to JunSu's voice.. My eyes lock on to JaeJoong and really admiring their dance. I would burst into tears anytime at that moment. I was with the wrong crowd. It would be more fun if I was standing with a bunch of crazy people. But I don't regret who I met there and where my seat is. Yes, it's pretty far away and it's the cheapest. But I got a clear vision of the boys and the sound system is good enough, although the stage is small, like mini. But I'm happy and satisfied with what I've got (: 

The Emcee called us to leave asap, and I did. Because I know it's already the end, it's over, there will be next year as Micky has promised. Some things will definitely happen, but I am hoping that they will come next year. When I was leaving the stadium I still can't believe I met the boys, not close up but still I met them. HAPPY ENOUGH :)

From the National Stadium, I walked to Time Square with my new friends, Joanne, Grace and Michelle. We planned to have our late lunch-early dinner there (: 

and look at their decorations, so beautiful =D

I was nearly to broke after purchasing all the merchandise at the showcase, so I went to ATM machine and check out HanKuk Ramyu for ZE:A's refund while the girls think where to eat. haha. But sadly the person in-charge of ZE:A's refund have left minutes before I came. So~ no extra money. hahahaha. 

We settled down at Old Town (:

Michelle's balloon~

JYJ The Begining Album [normal] front

back

open

the lyrics book is inside the slide (: 

gorgeous but not as good as the imported one. haha!

the CD (:

the lanyard I brought for Enic

but turned out she said she want the towel. ==

hahaha. well it's okay lah.. DongBang worr.. who don't want :)

showcase ticket - RM 109

[imported] album + tshirt + poster = RM150

[normal] album +poster = RM50

towel = RM 30

lanyard = RM10

TOTAL ; RM349

sweeeeeeeet~ becoming a KPop fan girl is hurtful. hahahaha. The pictures of the showcase isn't clear, I'm sorry, my phone camera suck. I really need a new digital camera. For videos please go on to FaceBook :) 

I have pictures of the IMPORTED JYJ album :) it would be on the next post. 

xoxo

Ee MiN ; alexis

ps : i forgotten to take a picture of the poster. harharhar.